I was thinking... and regretting...

When I open the website and log in, I suddenly thought about him, the guy from high school. I mean, how does it feel to actually see someone you love being with another guy. He does not even have an account. How cruel would it be for someone to tell him about my picture!

There, I was wondering how strange it is to have someone thinking about you somewhere, while you are totally into a no-future guy. He was thinking about me. I must have hurt him as deep as.. I don't know. Here goes my theory again that we are not balanced. I owe him too much.