Tomorrow is a new start

I really hope that tomorrow could be a new start, 'cause I have been depressed for a while. I feel helpless these days. I sent a couple of resumes and are still waiting for calls.

For the new semester, I don't know how to face my friends. They all got at least an offer and most of them are from Big Four. Am I really that bad??

There is this interview tomorrow of a leading CPA firm. I have been thinking that what the point of getting into it while all my other friends are in Big Four. I mean, think about it, ten years later, I will still be like this, and they are all better, much better than me. I would rather try something else, in another industry, where there is no such comparison.

The other thing is about my exam results. I feel like that everything is just begin to turn right, but the time is over. The stupid add and drop, It is not add and drop if there is no vacancy in each and every subject. Or is it just my bad luck?